why do i open wide
when they say
'stick out your tongue
let me probe inside
and tell me if you feel something'?
why do i take it lying down
when they say
'give me your clothes
put on this hospital gown
don't worry, you won't feel a thing'?
why do i lower my head
when they say
'be a good girl
and do as i have said
let me handle everything'?
why do i hold so still
when they say
'take a deep breath
this might feel a little chill
but it's most likely nothing'?
if i am sick, it's from the terror in your eyes
the awe in which you hold the splendor of your lies
why do i lower my head?
12.29.2006
examination table
