Now that I feel better I can tell you what you want to hear 
Maybe even make you believe that I mean it 
Nothing stays the same, I forget how much people change  
Wanna hold 'em down, pin 'em in place, but I cannot do it 
If you were to say "Everything's gonna be okay,"  
what would it matter?  
I figure the trouble is, I've got too much pride to admit  
When I am wrong, I know you're not right 
Must be my fault, after all I never watch my step  
and you should know, you told me so  
If you were to say "Everything's gonna be okay,"  
what would it matter?  
Gimme another nice cliche
To say when my heart's been shattered
It's gonna be okay?
What does it matter?
6.21.2004
Doesn't Matter
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Monday, June 21, 2004
 
 
Labels: Doesn't Matter
Kinda Beautiful
The truth about me is I can be pretty ugly  
The truth about me is I can be kinda beautiful  
When I'm with you, you sorta take the two  
and blend them into something no one else can see  
I don't believe that there are any accidents of fate  
I don't believe it's just the way things happen 
The truth about you is you can be very cold-hearted  
The truth about you is you can be unbearably kind  
When I'm with you, I sorta take the two  
and blend them into something no one else can see  
I don't believe that there are any accidents of fate  
I don't believe it's just the way things happen 
When I get too discouraged  
put your hand under my chin and point me in a new direction 
I don't believe that there are any accidents of fate 
I don't believe it's just the way things happen
Posted by
jessi
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Monday, June 21, 2004
 
 
Labels: Kinda Beautiful
6.14.2004
To Be Alone
Where can you go when you want to be alone in the city?  
I'm sitting by the highway playing make believe  
I can turn the sound of traffic into ocean foam  
Let the breakers wash over me ceaselessly  
If I don't have a good reason to cry, maybe you could 
If I don't have a good reason to cry, maybe you could give me one 
I can't think of anyone I want to see today 
Couldn't bring myself to get up out of bed  
Got too many skeletons piling up in the closet  
Restless bones wreaking havoc with my head  
If I don't have a good reason to cry, maybe you could 
If I don't have a good reason to cry, maybe you could give me one 
My hands are shaking violently- I want a drink 
The bar light's humming, calling me inside 
Didn't say a word but I know my face is telling tales  
Take me home, I'm too screwed up to drive 
If I don't have a good reason to cry, maybe you could 
If I don't have a good reason to cry, maybe you could give me one
Posted by
jessi
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Monday, June 14, 2004
 
 
Labels: To Be Alone
Liquid Courage
Live on liquid courage, booze for blood 
6 am, going to bed with the sun coming up 
I can't seem to walk away when they refill my cup 
Squeeze a lifetime into a single day, I'm gonna die young 
I don't need no saving, I've been saved everyday in all kinds of ways  
I don't need no saving, unless someone can tell me how to save me from me  
Used to believe in God but he did me wrong  
Said 'here's your cross girl, pick it up, I made you plenty strong'.  
Now when misled messiahs sidle up to me at the bar  
Laugh to think, guess a drink's become the price of my heart
I don't need no saving, I've been saved everyday in all kinds of ways  
I don't need no saving, unless someone can tell me how to save me from me
Posted by
jessi
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Monday, June 14, 2004
 
 
Labels: Liquid Courage
