your ghost walked up, said hello
i saw right through you, down to your soul
how we got here, i don't know
i never meant to let it go so far
hand in hand, yours is cold
there's no warmth in you, only ice & snow
how we got here, i don't know
i never meant to let it go so far
thought i was your juliet, you were my romeo
how did that story end? oh, i remember, oh
i never meant to let it go so far
you're an illusion, you are a snare
your eyes are prison bars, hold me if you dare
how we got here, i don't know
i never meant to let it go so far
thought i was your juliet, you were my romeo
how did that story end? oh, i remember, oh
i never meant to let it go so far
10.28.2000
Juliet
Posted by jessi at Saturday, October 28, 2000
Labels: Juliet
Outstrip Fate
i've been to the mountain, i've been to the sea
the earth won't share her secret with me
the wind told me to send my soul floating free
but i'm still anchored securely, lost & lonely
i want to run away,
but would my feet be fleet enough to outstrip my fate
i've been wounded & i'm bleeding pride
a little girl with trusting arms stretched wide
to catch a love that cheated, stole, abondoned, & lied
no time to mourn, just another thorn-pierced side
i want to run away
but would my feet be fleet enough to outstrip my fate
good intentions & kindly meant advice
everyone thinks they know how to fix my life
ignore the heartache, smile & play nice
but don't ask why, don't ever ask why
i want to run away, but would my feet be fleet enough to outstrip my fate
Posted by jessi at Saturday, October 28, 2000
Labels: Outstrip Fate
Nothing to Kill
cut yourself on my sharp edges?
can this be the first time that you've bled?
i've lost so much i'm all dried up
now i can't cry so i laugh instead
bruised yourself on my hard corners?
is this the first time you've had to heal?
i've fallen so much, my bones are splintered
probing for pain that i can't feel
when there's nothing to feel, nothing to kill, nothing to heal
it's all over
poisoned yourself on my bitter dregs?
it won't be the last time you'll taste this brew
i've drunk so much, it's in my veins now
and one day it will run through you
drown yourself in my cool water
'cuz this is the last time you'll leave the shore
i've sunk so much, i can't remember rising
another wreck lying on the floor
when there's nothing to feel, nothing to kill, nothing to heal
it's all over
Posted by jessi at Saturday, October 28, 2000
Labels: Nothing to Kill
Happy Baby
you wanna make me happy, baby?
it's easy to make me happy, baby
cuz i get so happy whenever you go
you wanna make me smile, baby?
it's easy to make me smile, baby
you'll see me smile when you leave me alone
i'll do whatever it takes
you made the bid, but i'll raise the stakes
i'll make you happy, baby
just you wait & see
you wanna hear me laughing, baby?
it's easy to hear me laughing, baby
cuz i'm always laughing when you turn your back
you wanna hear me singing, baby?
it's easy to hear me singing, baby
i'm singing now about the love you lack
i'll do whatever it takes
you made the bid, but i'll raise the stakes
i'll make you happy, baby
just you wait & see
better pretend, better defend myself with a wall
so no one can crawl inside & see how weak, how weak i really am
i'll do whatever it takes
you made the bid, but i'll raise the stakes
i'll make you happy, baby
just you wait & see
Posted by jessi at Saturday, October 28, 2000
Labels: Happy Baby